(verse)
Something's dying inside of me
And what it is i can not see
Something dark, as black as the night
Slowly drags me out of my life
The memories of you eat up my will
Allthough you wrecked me i crave you, still
I feel lost entirely
don't want anyone to find me
(chorus)
They all appeal to my senses
I try to be in on it
But i can't tell food from filth
I can't tell the wine from vomit
And they appeal on my reason
Great idea, i love it
Still can't tell seconds from months
I can't feel time, ran out of it
(verse)
Something's eating up all of my dreams
It consumes every last sanity i want to keep
Something ruins me from within
I want to cut the skin i'm in
I forgot how it feels to be sane
So i'm constantly numbing heart and brain
I fucking can't tell the night from day
Look at my soul draining waway
(interlude)
A habit between self-loathing
And anesthetic one-night-stands
Now the scratches in the flesh of my back
Come from other women's hands
Still the itching scars of your nails
is all i can feel
You caused those wounds that time can not heal
(chorus)
They all appeal to my senses
I try to be in on it
But i can't tell food from filth
I can't tell the wine from vomit
And they appeal on my reason
Great idea, i love it
Still can't tell seconds from months
I can't feel time, ran out of it