a red dot on a plain white field
red dot
red dot
red dot
i fall to the ground
i won't be healed
so i fall hard, hard hard
my mind feels oh so hot
so scarred, scarred
and i'm scared scared scared
until i'm not. not. not
myself anymore
i cease to be
god tell me where did
it start
when will it stop
staring down at the bottom
but screaming from the top
of my lungs
i drop
my torn out tongues
to the floor
i open the door
and see a red dot inside
i'm a stained field
no longer white