I have never been so broken,
The stars are yelling words that I can't understand.
And all the things I've spoken
Are sinking my soul under the sand.
When I look at the other people,
What has gone bad,
In my life?
I live with the fear of living,
Something that should not be real,
Yet here I am, I'm screaming
At the darkness inside my broken seal.
Have you seen me?
I can smile and laugh, you wouldn't know
What colors cannot grow
And who I wish to be.