I’m naive to think that
fate will bring us together
I’m naive that I still
think that this will be a happy
ending. I’m so naive and still
I can’t stop thinking like that
thinking that fate will do its thing
if we are alive to only cross each others
path then let it be
if we are alive to be together then let it
be but I fear that it’s not fate deciding
it’s us - only us and we have decided
that there won’t be any we
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I did not fall in love with his eyes
or his face at all
I fell in love with his word
the way he combined 26 letters
the way he made them sound like
heaven to me
the way he made me feel all special
I fell in love with words
I like to say that I fell in love with him
but it was not him I loved
it was his words he used
it was not him, only him
it has never been him
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Dear future lover,
I’m concerned that you will question my love for you
the moment you realize that I’m a girl loving too hard too soon.
I’m concerned that you will think that I still love those boys
I’ve loved then. I’m concerned that you will be frustrated about that
because I am simply complicated in my own way. I’m concerned
you will think that there is not enough love for you.
I’m concerned that you will think that the love you give me
will not be enough. What I am most concerned about is the fact
that my love for a person never fades away wholly. And you have to
know that. You have to know that there will always be a part of me
loving other people as well. I can’t change the way I am and
I can only hope that you will accept me this way.
That you will accept this too hard too soon loving girl
because you are one of those she loves and even though
it’s seems like not a big deal - for this girl every single love
she has is worth the world.