Delusional, crazy, and insane
Depressed, suicidal, and deranged
Scary, atrocious, and Lucifer himself
This is the monster you want to construct
The one I am not
You want to change me
Create this beast I am not
Design this horrid creature I cannot be
Turn me into your personal Voodoo Barbie doll
You want to kill my dreams and crush my wishes
I created a monster myself
Called it something nobody can take
Raised it like nobody else could
Loved it like nobody else will
Shy and unseen in the shadows
Precocious and wise as an owl
Dreams the big dreams and wishes the little wishes
This is my monster
This is me
Leave my monster alone