as I left
you took away all the pieces you liked best
kept them as memories
unwilling to give them back
ever again
I spent years trying
to find the missing parts
trying to fix me
to build it all up again
you wrecked me
you made all of my walls collapse
and I had to build them up again
they grew thicker than ever before
thicker
with every devastation I could remember
thicker
with every devastation I wanted to forget
the war was over
as soon as I could breathe again
I lost myself
searching
things that did not exist anymore
and the walls were very high
numb
I only feel
the absence
of what is lost
and yours
forever
keep it