Hey guys, so uhm... I should tell you something about me... I'm not sure what exactly but I think I'll just start now.
Well, I'm sixteen years old and I started writing maybe three years ago (okay, I just mean that real, serious story writing with really continuing the story... you know what I mean XD). I was pretty bored in my philosophy classes and I was like "hey, that friend of mine is writing poems and stories the whole time, then I can do that too!" and then I just wrote a poem and I'm still proud of this first serious poem being the one of the best I've ever written. By now I've probably written a better one though.
To continue, I was writing poems and poetry slams out of boredom and then I discovered Wattpad, where I first published them (my profile over there is linked on this profile). I was happy with Wattpad until I heard how people complained about it (recently I saw myself what they meant) and I heard that some of them were changing to Belletristica. And I was like "well... you can try it too". And to be honest (no, I don't wanna sound like some kind of advertisement), the people here are wayyy friendlier. You don't get hate just because you wrote something from which someone else thinks that it's wrong, here you can have an objective discussion about it (at least that's my impression by now). And that's what's really important to me.
Okay, now I noticed that this was more about my writing history than about myself... Have I already told you that it's hard for me to really open up to somebody? Now you know.
Well, I am kinda unemotional sometimes, so pls don't come to me if you need to talk. I mean, I can try to listen and to help, but it's very likely that I'll be sitting in front of my screen like "what the hell am I supposed to say now to make you feel better or at least not worse?". I really don't wanna hurt your feelings and I honestly don't want to get in such situations, so pls, if you seriously need to talk - not here.
Okay, I am a little piece of sh*t when it comes to emotions, but what I really enjoy are objective discussions about topics I'm interested in, like science and psychology, also philosophy. So if you are bored...
Another thing about me: I'm almost constantly bored (unless I'm actually doing school stuff and don't just procrastinate). And if I'm bored (like right now, the reason why I'm writing this way too long description about myself), I tend to write stupid sh*t. So if you read something senseless coming from me, I'm probably bored. Or tired. Or both.
I absolutely love the English language (if that hasn't been clear before). It is just so smooth. But still there are moments in which I hate that there are no words for incredible beautiful German words in English. I forgot my examples, so you'll have to find that out by yourself (however that is going to work out).
I am a big fan of music, especially different kinds of metal and alternative music. Currently I'm listening to FFDP, Nightwish, Within Temptation, YOHIO and various other songs from different artists. If you say that metal has no soul and is just screaming, then you can walk out that door portrayed by a "back" button... Or you just don't bother me with it, then you can stay.
Other music I love is mostly acoustic and indie. For me, the lyrics need to have a meaning. Or I need a connection to the song (like childhood memories).
I know that there's probably much more to say about myself, but right now I can't think of all of it. So that's all for now. Congrats if you made it to this point!
