It’s a secret I hold close
It leaves me out of breath
And fills me up with things
I am too young to bear
But still ...
I fell for you
Fall more and more
Each and every day
Deeper in the abyss
Lost in the dark
Losing my grip
and the last bits of my sanity
I’m addicted, that’s the word
Chasing a dragon
I can never put my hands on
Running in circles
Always at the start again
Longing for a fortune shot
To ease the crippling pain
It comes around again and again
One day the dragon flies
Loosens its claws around my heart
And let me breathe again
Living in the uncertainty of me asking
If I can live without the pain