Dear L,
i fell in love unintentionally
i didnt plan it
i didnt want it
it just happened
it was no mistake
you make me feel some kind of way
that i cannot explain
im comfortable around you
you are good for me
the way you are
and still
i love you
i am so sorry
for what will be
for all the sadness i will
put us through
i am drained
for our love is wrong in so many ways
it doesnt feel like it
and it shouldnt be wrong
and yet
it still is
do you understand that
i just want to be happy
and i just want you
to be happy
but both wont work
I didnt want to have to choose
i didnt want that
i just wanted to follow
my heart
to see where it will take me
i didnt want to have to
choose
this will be the saddest
i have ever gone through
i love you so much
it hurts