And everytime I think
I've had enough of this dependency
Something happens that reminds me
that I'm absolutely nothing without you
And while I'm fighting it,
screaming, crying, howling into the night,
nothing will make that need go away
ever
Though it seems so easy and comforting as long as I accept it
It feels like being cut off from myself
as soon as I start to fight it
But not completely
A few strings remain and hold together
what used to be one entiety.
I once tried to cut even those last strings
The emptyness I felt inside
was more cruel than any pain I've ever felt before
It was like being dead alive
Whoever you are
Whenever I will meet you
I've got no choice but to embrace you
To love you
Cause you're a part of me
Just like myself
I won't have to ask you to never leave me
Because I know you feel just the same as I
Unable to cut those last remaining strings
Unable to live even one second without me there
That's why I stopped fighting long ago
Ready to fall in love with you
wholeheartly.