there is this pain
sticking around insane
why aren't you to blame?
why did I sneak away
a fool believing in better ways
looking forever for a better place
no, it is clear this time
it was me messing our blessing
like it was nothing but another chess game
there is this pain
memory of a time
once it was a chain
holding me too tight
I had to leave at that day
when destiny opened a gate
to paradise I was bound
but all that I found - afraid
to admit my mistake
there is this pain
holding me back in vain
'cause nothing will ever change
what I ceased is gone for a long time
just left my poor raging brain
analyzing what went wrong at night
just to prevent another endless crying
it's not you it will haunt and chase
no, it was when I fell for love, like I thought
but it was nothing but a mistake
bigger than any you ever make
wherever you go since we lost
the path that was so clearly paved
I couldn't bear to stay
nor could I move, caught inbetween
two chairs I want to be one
something impossible to create
and now it's been for too long - too late.