I try to forget you.
I really do.
We don`t text, we don´t talk.
Like we used to do.
But somehow i am still thinking about you.
All by myself.
Alone in my room.
I know you don´t care.
Just like everyone else.
But somehow I still care about you.
I come so far.
Put myself back together.
All by myselfe.
With nobodys help .
Than i met you.
And somehow I feel like a mess, when i think about what we will never have.
I shouldn`t care.
I try to hate you.
But you were there,
when nobody else were.
But you had no intentions.
And still somehow I thought we could get together.
Now I´m just confused.
All by myself.
If thats what you wanted.
You did it so well.
And the only one I hate,
is somehow myself...
For letting you in.
Letting my guard down.
I know i will soon get better.
But I´m feeling helpless right now.
Will I be alone forever?
Or finde someone, somehow?